Ten Balogh

OK 1st you gotta love his name....2nd..the man gives great pic..mhm he does..rawr 2 new ones he did.. yah he rocks seriously you should look him up and im him about having some done...why? well cuz like i said he rocks!

Ok complete change of subject... pictures in SL some people are just amazingly talented at taking them. Ten Balogh.. took these and well i think he did a awesome job... look him up he has a studio..

Today Is The Last Goodbye

this is it.. the day I should be there saying goodbye... why you might ask aren't I? Well life sometimes just makes it impossible to be where you want or need to be... but ya know... it's really ok... some say i wont forgive myself.. and maybe in someways that's true... but i also know i have said my goodbyes in my own way. I will miss him... I will always always have my memories of what was... and that my friend... is the best anyone could ask for! I'm not crying any more.. because i can still hear my dad calling me the morning my daughter died and saying to me... in his always great yet sometimes off color wisdom... " M get up... do NOT just sit there and let everyone do everything for you... if you crawl into that black hole you will never come out again.. and that would be unforgivable" and though some may find that harsh.. I didn't... i knew exactly what he meant... and why.. and i did what he told me to do... and managed to pull my ass up and move forward.. so once again i follow his words that helped me through not only the loss of my daughter so long ago but my husband 3 years ago.. and a house fire... and now this... You were right dad... and in your words.. "The Show Must Go On" Dad you just keep on giving! I love you and you rock!

A New Rant

I find it sad.. that clubs come along and have to copy other clubs and yes I mean SR. I mean honestly get an original idea...and wow it's amazing one spoke to Daisy just like yesterday and said oh no she wasn't asking SR staff to come to work for her.... ( this is of course an ex employee) but isn't it amazing i fond out today she had indeed along with her "partner" asked staff members to come work there. Now we do not have an exclusivity policy at Sr... but i somehow find ex employees... that do this.. disrespectful.. I would never ask a staff member at the other club i dj at to come work at Sr... to me that's so very rude and totally disrespectful... but again some people cant seem to have an original idea.

Free Bird

This was one of Dad's Favorite songs...mine as well so Dad this ones for you your Free now:)

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be traveling on, now,
'cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Oh... oh... oh... oh... oh...
And the bird you cannot change.
And this bird you cannot change.
Lord knows I can't change.
Bye, bye, baby it's been a sweet love.
Yea, yea
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it so badly,
'cause the lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll can not change.
Oh... oh... oh... oh... oh...
And this bird you cannot change.
And this bird you cannot change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change.
Lord I can't change,
Won't you fly high free bird yea.

Drift Away

Day after day, I'm more confused
Yet I look for the light through the pourin' rain
You know that's a game that I hate to loose
And I'm feelin' the strain
Ain't it a shame
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Beginnin' to think that I'm wastin' time
I don't understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
Now I'm countin' on you
To carry me through
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Yea, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
And when my mind is free
You know a melody can move me
And when I'm feelin' blue
The guitar's comin' through
To soothe me
Thanks for the joy that you've given me
I want you to know I believe in your song
And rhythm and rhyme and harmony
You help me along
Makin' me strong
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Oh-ho, ah-no
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Hey, hey, hey, yeah
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Na, Na, now won't ya
Won't ya take me
Oh-ha, take me

Dobie Grey- Drift Away

In The End....

In the end.. everyone loses.... something or someone they hold dear.... each person has their memories... each feels his/her pain acutely. no one can say their loss is greater than another. It just doesn't work that way. Pain.. is part of being human... to inflict it is also part of being human. To be attacked publicly.... well I guess if that makes a person feel better then so be it. What ever it takes to get them through the day I suppose.
I have done and said many things i regret... i have bitched and complained with the best of them. However at this stage i refuse to get into a public pissing match as it were with anyone. You may say.. isn't that what your doing now? Well no not really... I've named no names... Ive not hurled any insults. I am merely rambling here.. thoughts.... feelings....to have those two things makes me human... though apparently to some they make me... childish... egotistical....selfish... well perhaps i have been those things at times... but i say" let he who is with out sin cast the 1st stone" yah good luck on that one.

To My Dad

while I'm on a roll.... yet another loss.. this one even tougher.... this morning while DJing at SR i recieved a call from my step-mother...my father had passed away... he was 66.. not that old when you think about it. Memories.. i have so many and i will cherish them... i think my fondest being his habit of playing a song at the end of his radio show... for me each night... after saying this is for you .. Im coing home. When i was 6 it was the Beatles... all you need is love.. when i was a teenager..it was.. elton John.. Your song. Yes my father was a rl DJ...Radio his medium... later years he did a show on internet radio. I love him... and will miss him terribly. I have a couple songs i dedicated to his this morning... one being In my Life.. of course remade by Ozzy... and Sevendust- angels son. Both have a lot of meaning .. both will always make me tear up a little...and yet smile... at those awesome memories.

I love you Dad.

Life is changing I can't go on without you
Rearranging. I will be strong I'll stand by you
(You were fighting everyday)
(So hard to hide the pain)
(I know you never said goodbye)
(I had so much left to say)
One last song
Given to an Angel's Son
As soon as you were gone
As soon as you were gone
I have a new life now
She lives through you
What can I do
Feel so alone now
I pray for you
We still love you
I can't believe you're gone
I can't believe

Sevendust-Angels son

SR

This is so hard to write.... I'm losing my best friend.... Daisy is leaving me.... and Sanctuary Rock...i know and understand the reasons... and i give her major props for doing what needs to be done... but still my sl will be a little less brighter with out her here. I looked through old pictures... smiled.. cried... and realized she wont ever really be gone... she will live on in SR.. it will remain as she made it. I'll make sure of it.

Daisy I love you.. I am proud to call you friend.. and I will miss you.

Tiny Empires

It's amazing to me how people set rules.... and yet they get broken daily... hourly by the minute.... and all of those that break them... get away with it... and yet... I break a rule... and I am made an example of... -chuckles- I am truely the black queen.. black sheep... cat how ever you'd like to say it. My crime? Defending another Monarch.... and telling yet another to piss off for insulting the frist.... ok so perhaps i should have said nothing... like i usually do but ya know.. we all have our breaking point.. and i had reached mine. The punishment.. well theres the kicker... I was kicked out of the chat group for monarchs....for a week. Well heres the thing... if I am to be made an example of then ya best be doing the same to everyone else.... oh wait I forgot -smacks head- Im the back sheep what was I thinking? So when the punishment is up will I go back? nope I wont .. why? Well lets see.... my 1st morning out of the group has been peaceful.. wonderfully so.. and if i am to be made an example of then i'll just stay that example and stay out of the group... i dont need the headache... I just plain old dont need it..... so moral of the story.... if your not a top ten... then keep your mouth shut, and don't defend one of them cuz you'll be the one going down. At least thats what this whole lil episode has taught me. will I still play? You bet Im stubborn... and I worked too hard to toss it out the window. However i wont spend another linden to line anyones pocket on the game. That much you can bank on.

Dirty Lynx

Another kick ass store... mhm go have a look see... dirty Lynx.....their web page is also in my links.

MASSIVE ATHAKS

So it's been awhile since i talked about cool places to shop.. it's been awhile since i've done much but bitch..lol mhm I know... so I found this place awhile back.. she doesnt have tons of stuff but what she does have kicks ass....MASSIVE ATHAKS.. urban.. neko.. grunge.. yah her stuff is awesome...it's worth searcrhing the name and going to have a look see.... I would suggest hitting the main shop.

Somethings Terribly Wrong

I am noticing a trrend that completely sucks.. in my opinion... Clubs drawing huge traffic.. and why? Well lets see.. campers.. money trees.. cheap freebies.... ok so ... these places are huge.. impersonal and laggy as hell [no difference there] Why would anyone wanting to actually enjoy good music venture to those places? Honestly I would hope they dont. I would hope those that have been in Second life awhile would know the difference between flash and trash and a honest to goodness kick ass club. And to be fair... while i am understandably biased.... i will admit there are other clubs out there that also fall into the latter category.

Finality

I've posted these lyrics before... but i guess I'm feeling fed up... tired of the same old "wait.. I'm busy working" bs.... the you wait while i handle this or that .. but be there when I decide it's your turn... mhm I'm declaring my independance... I'm walking away from the bs. Find someone else to believe your shit cuz it aint gonna be me any more.





Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a damned disgrace
Drag my name all over the place.
I don't care anymore.
You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in
You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win.
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore
I don't care what you say
I don't play the same games you play.
'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends
And it seems to me there's a means to and end.
They don't care anymore.
And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind.
I don't care anymore I don't care no more
I don't care what you say
We never played by the same rules anyway.
I won't be there anymore
Get out of my way
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore
Well, I don't care now what you say
'Cos ev'ry day I'm feeling fine with myself
And I don't care now what you say
Hey I'll do alright by myself'
Cos I know.
'Cos I remember all the times I tried so hard
And you laughed in my face 'cos you held all the cards.
I don't care anymore.
And I really ain't bothered what you think of me
'Cos all I want of you is just a let me be.
I don't care anymore D'you hear? I don't care no more
I don't care what you say
I never did believe you much anyway.
I won't be there no more
So get out of my way.
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore
D'you hear? I don't care anymore
I don't care no more
You listening?
I don't care no more
No more
You know I don't care no more
no more no more no more....

Fun Pictures

Ok... this picture was done by a very talented friend.. Joppem Tulip...they are great... I mean does everything have to be perfect? he does them by request... I am not sue what he charges... but it is well worth checking into I believe... and they make awesome gifts!

Joppem Rocks!

Tiny Empires

Tiny Empires.. the game with in a game... some call it the Amway of SL.. it can be very addictive... something I myself can attest to... gaining land and gold.. gaining rank .. making strategic moves... check it out... ask me in world if you need help!

Users

ahh yes the users of SL..... funny when you think about the people in here that use people...for various reasons.. i know one who uses women.. why? to get money in rl.. uses them to get to another woman... funny so funny and whats funnier he has his current women.. lol the one too blind to wake up and smell the roses threaten me...wow big guy there....pathetic.. names? mhm im me in world I'll give them to you... abuse reports have been filed against both of them.... conversations shared with LL.. you see threats are empty actions are not. Have a great day!

Woot

Woah

You know I am always amazed how people can change.... companions... love if you will like they change under wear in SL... I mean seriously.. hmm someone i used to think the world of... wow a week after he left me... he proposed to his ex.. and what a week and a half later he's with yet another... funny part is... the reasons he gave for not being with me.. lol ring so hollow considering the newest is in the US as well.. ahhh yes those guys that pretend to be nice.... while in truth are simply players... lol I said it before I'll say it again at least players... don't lie about what they are and how they feel. Well in the end.... at least I can find it amusing now... I do wish the newest luck... maybe she'll make it a month like I did -laughs her ass off-

Correcting Mistakes

After almost 2 years in SL you would think I could survive with out too many f*ck ups... lol oh no not me.. i still have a bad habit of deleting half a house... -chuckles- something that used to drive some people nuts. I would be iming begging them to come fix what I had destroyed. Thankfully i have learned to correct my own messes. I can semi edit terrain and not flood houses now....I can adjust clothing like a pro while dancing no less..ahh yes the helpful; skills one learns in SL. I even have gotten reasonably good at taking pictures.... and addicted to it as well lol. Any way thats about if for my thoughts today..

I Used To Think...

I used to think enemies were people to watch.... to worry about... but I am learning.. friends are far more dangerous...you never expect them to do some of the things they do.. nor for it to hurt so badly. i know they usually don't realise they have indeed hurt you...sometimes it's a lot of little things that just keep building until you want to scream uncle. Gives new reasons to just do your own thing and to heck with it all... if you never let anyone close then they cannot hurt you. Yes yes I know you'll say but then you'll miss so much.. but in the end I'm thinking missing things is far preferable to having it hurt.

I wish

I wish i had something fun to say... but I dont at the moment.



Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in...again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are at the readyAre you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole...defense
Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
In time our soul untold
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

Foo Fighters - The Pretender

Idiots

It's funny... there is this person in SL that just accused all the dj's at Sanctuary Rock as well as all DJs in SL of stealing music.... sadly he didn't bother to ask any of us before making such accusations.... myself I pay for 3 sites from which I DL music.. or I buy CDs.... I don't use lime wire... or Free places such as that.. why? because it too is indeed theft...but this man with a very small mind felt himself so much better than everyone else that he could say this... and while he was at it insult the owner of Sanctuary as well... I mean please... resort to cheap insults when you have no other ground to stand on? wow... I guess his life must be truly pathetic that he feels the need to do this. Who said this you might ask? nah I wont name him here but if asked in world I might tell.
so if your curious plz do look me up in game.

Very Entertaining

And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin', But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closin', That was quite a show
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,
Let's hear your speech,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now.

Dead Zone

I find it sadly amusing... that once upon a time I offered to do something as a friend.. with no other motive than to help. Sadly they took it wrong... but even more amusing is that I ever thought they were a friend. Of course... hell thats 2x in the last month I've been terribly wrong about people so why should it surprise me. But hey this is SL and even the nice guys aren't so nice. I have begun to think the assholes might be best.. at least they don't pretend to be nice. At any rate... 2 people dead to me... I'll no longer look at profiles... I simply no longer give a shit what they do who they fuck over... who they attempt to cause shit for etc.

I Wonder....

Does she know how you told me so terrible things about her??
Does she know she was dancing on the stool you bought for me?
Does she know you strung me along while you were with her?
Does she know you claimed to love me even while you were with her?
Does she know?
I wonder..
should I post the logs?
Nah I'm not like her playing shitty little games... only wanting you because you were with someone...yes remember all those things you told me about her? Mhm I do.

Lyrics for Nash

A candle burns away
The ashes full of lies
I gave my soul to you
You cut me from behind
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cause who I am Is where you want to be
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good byeWas it worth it in the end?
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cause who I am Is where you want to be
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good byeWas it worth it in the end?
Why'd you have to up and run away
A million miles away
I want to close my eyes and make believe
That I never found you
Just when I put my gaurd away
It's the same old story
You left me broken and betrayed
It's the same old story
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superheroI've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good bye
Was it worth it in the end?
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Was it worth it in the end?

Goodbye

Im lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too but what else can we do

Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

For times when my life seems so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesnt really know, doesnt really know

Im all out of love, Im so lost without you

I know you were right, believing for so long

Im all out of love, what am I without you

I cant be too late to say I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from these long, lonely nights

Im reaching for you, are you feeling it too?

Does the feeling seem oh, so right?

And what would you say if I called on you now

And said that I cant hold on?

Theres no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or Ill be gone, Ill be gone

Ooh, what are you thinking of

What are you thinking of

What are you thinking of

What are you thinking of

Lies

Sad isnt it when you believe someone is your friend? Sadder still when there are two you believed to be friends and you find in the end they fucked you over. I should thank them for teaching me a forgotten lesson. And so I turn this song back to him... yah he knows who he is.

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all

The one you sold to fool the world

You lost your self esteem along the way

Good god, you're comin' up with reasons

Good god, you're draggin' it out

Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons

I feel so raped So follow me down...

And just fake it if you're out of direction

Fake it if you don't belong here

Fake it if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws

No sense in hiding all of yours

You gave up on your dreams along the way

Good god, you're comin' up with reasons

Good god, you're draggin' it out

Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons

I feel so raped So follow me down...

And just fake it, if you're out if direction

Fake it, if you don't belong here

Fake it, if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

Whoa, whoa I can fake it with the best of anyone

I can fake it with the best of 'em all

I can fake it with the best of anyone

I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all

The one you sold to fool the world

You lost your self esteem along the way

Good god, you're comin' up with reasons

Good god, you're draggin' it out

Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons

I feel so raped man Follow me down...

And just fake it, if you're out of direction

Fake it if you don't belong here

Fake it if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

Fake it if you're out of direction

Fake it if you don't belong here

Fake it if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

Seether - Fake It

Sad

well I'd like to tell you it was a quiet day in SL...but yah log ins have been the shit.... tping almost non existant at times. And... wow this chick and nope not gonna give her the publicity she sought by doing it... but yah she had a sign up supporting content theft... funny thing I didnt see her giving her things away. Odd isnt it... she was doing one of the things she accused others of doing .. making money.... and yet.. I wonder would she feel the same if someone copied her things? Doubtful.

Unbelievable...

wow what people wont sink to... -chuckles- a certain club owner said to another ...

"People change sometimes when they mess up, if i didn't have the faith or trust he wouldn't be here. After a year, why do you bring this up?,"

hmmm maybe because there are folders of items he took and doctored and handed out even after he was caught?.. oh and the same owner said...

"Oh and if Mirari is still your GM?,,umm you might ask her about,,,ooops, nevermind hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!"

hmm ask me what? would that be about the time he hit on me and when i joked about it he flipped out? Wow what could possibly be asked of me?? I have never taken another persons work and doctored it... I can barely build a box to be honest so yah good luck on that one...
innuendos... crap people say... he says she says.. in the end... it boils down to facts...and some... are indisputable.. and I would honestly let a Linden into my account [well hell they can any way] to look at the things I speak of... I have nothing to hide... do they?

And Now For Something SERIOUSLY Frightening

This is from Prad Prathivi's Flickr... used with permission from him... this is not a joke guys... it's serious and it is happening. The thought that someone could run around SL as you causing trouble... your shape...skin.. hair... profile.. yes profile...

A new copybot is hitting the grid which will duplicate an avatar.
Spotted on Onrez sim, kulton Short was selling a copybot which allows the user to duplicate an avatar's clothes, skin, attachments and even their profiles!
kulton was asked for a demo of the product and he obliged with an alt account - Popper Washborne - who within three seconds had duplicated Charlotte Bartlett's clothing and skin. Another couple of minutes, and her prim attachments would have been duplicated too.
Additionally, as can be seen above, her profile was also duplicated.
In-depth on the Avatar copy:
Prim attachments: Yes
Skin: Yes
Shape: Yes
Groups with open enrollment: Yes
Interests: Yes
Picks: No
Classifieds: No
SL and RL profiles: Yes
You do not have to be near the avatar for this copybot to work, but on the same region. All the copied components (this includes the textures on the sim) will be copied with FULL permissions into their inventory.
Please pass this message on to other SL users and raise awareness of this.

Why Friends Dont Let Friends Cyber Drunk

[2008/06/19 21:10] Noodle Xi: rotersand =D and christfuck =D
[2008/06/19 21:11] Noodle Xi: mmmmmmhmmmm i know baby god, lol i just soaked my towel xD
[2008/06/19 21:11] Mirari Cheney: lol
[2008/06/19 21:11] Noodle Xi: =0 holy shit, rofl
[2008/06/19 21:11] Mirari Cheney: you did?
[2008/06/19 21:11] Mirari Cheney: lmao
[2008/06/19 21:11] Mirari Cheney: dies laughing
[2008/06/19 21:14] Noodle Xi: omfg, lmao....
[2008/06/19 21:14] Noodle Xi: i got fucking tears in my eyes!

and now... I know why Betty was sooooooo quiet lawl gotta love those mistells!

Imitation = Flattery?

Theft.... RL.. SL it's still theft. And it bothers me... I have known people in SL... and no i wont be naming names... who take a demo skin for instance...and take it into photo shop... doctor it then turn around and hand it out... or take pictures of clothing and again recreate it in photo shop... now... while they may not be making lindens off this.. they are still in fact stealing.... even giving it away is taking away from the person who created it. I wish I had even an ounce of the talent of some in SL... Akasha. from Catnip....Serenity Peart... Prad Prathivi.. DE ..Shenandoah.. Guen.. Damian and Elena.. oh my goodness the list could go on and on... They say Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery but it makes me angry when I find someone selling copies of their work. I personally believe when you see something like this you should IM the person whose item it was originally and show them... they deserve to know that someone is selling a "knock-off" of their hard work. To some of you it may seem that designers make a killing in sl... well maybe some do... but some also make a RL living from it... now figure lindens into dollars and they are not making as much as you think... and....it just doesn't matter... stealing is stealing plain and simple..and I know some of you will say geez Mir...whats the big deal? or People make entirely too much over this stuff....well guess what.. maybe they don't take it serious enough, so that's my gripe for the day.. well actually it's an ongoing one. And I wish there was a easy answer on how to stop it... but I am afraid there just isn't.

If You Could See....

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking

Completely incomplete

I'll take your invitation

You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose

There's nothing else to find

There's nothing in the world

That can change my mind

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)

Hanging by a moment (here with you)

Hanging by a moment here with you

Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment

Pictures

OMG too cute to pass up

Grinz

LOL

ok maybe not orange persay but sl in general

Just a thought

Life is Good

Top of the world... life is good.

The 70's event At Sanc

omg the 70's event at Sanctuary Rock... can we say hoochie mama? lol or a seriously baaaad flash back

Something New

Ok so today I did something new... for me lol certainly not new in SL I took a series of nude pictures... why? well I have a new skin and sometimes it's the best way to look at it and get used to it.. so while I am a bit shy about them lol no seriously I am i put the link in the links section feel free to take a peek

Living Large

WARNING!!!!!! what you see may be frightening .. disturbing or hell you might like it lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol...It was the Beer Goggles event at Sanc this morning while I dj'd all my "sisters" joined meh!

A Slice Of SL Heaven

Ok I love finding beauty in SL... among the everyday bs... cruelty and what not....so this... this is my little slice of heaven...Yah I may be partial but aren't we all? I have fishing set up here... it's open to anyone.. at least until I sell it... I have other plans - grins- so yes my slice of sl heaven is up for sale....At any rate I have to thank Jesse for helping me get it set up and looking so awesome.. thanks Jess you rawk :)

Well hell

To those of you that check here often... sadly I just don't seem to have much to say as of late. Sorry I guess it isn't my month to entertain.

Disco Baby

It was as they say on Broadway a hell of a run..... but eventually the curtain has to fall

Lie To Me - 12 Stone

A candle burns away
The ashes full of lies
I gave my soul to you
You cut me from behind
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cause who I am Is where you want to be
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good byeWell good bye
Was it worth it in the end?
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cause who I am Is where you want to be
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good byeWell good bye
Was it worth it in the end?
Why'd you have to up and run away
A million miles away
I want to close my eyes and make believe
That I never found you
Just when I put my gaurd away
It's the same old story
You left me broken and betrayed
It's the same old story
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good byeWas it worth it in the end?
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Was it worth it in the end?

Ummmmmmm

I'm not sure I have words to describe this one.... except... um Kinky event...Betty... Midgets...Noodle...collars.....Javier....yanking....um yeah was a crazy couple hours.

He Caught It?

Noodle... caught a whopper!

Fishing?

Ok so fishing... yah I think I'm addicted and seriously sitting around in bikinis you've caught is ... well..... frightening. especially when you stop to consider... where is this chick that keeps losing them?

And Suddenly

And then you suddenly have your eyes opened... and everything you'd been told... everything you wanted to believe was all a huge lie.

OMG

OMG I swear that damn Anes! @#$% %^&%$ !@#$% mute #$%^&bish!

Jumping!

\o/ A actual jump on the bed and talk girl talk moment.... thankfully she managed to not catch either of us doing the exorcist.

Hmmmm

OMG and you thought I'd tell you who... here now? lmao yah w/e

NoTell Motel

Well sign sitting can be entertaining!

A Song

Can you feel it crush you?
Does it seem to bring the worst in you out?
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this?
Of all the colors that you've shined this is surely not your best

But you should know these colors that you're shining are...
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you feel alone, yeah, and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down?
Well they'd love to save you.
Don't you know they love to see you smile?
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style
But you should know these colors that you're shining are...
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you're feeling like you're lost
But you should know these colors that you're shinin are
I know you're feeling like you're lost,You feel you've drifted way too far
Did you know these colors that you're shinin' are

But you should know these colors that you're shining are...
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best..(I know you're feeling like you're lost)Colors that you shine..(but you should know these colors that you're shining are)Surely not the best..(I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you`ve drifted way too far)Did you know these colors that you're shinin' are..

Crossfade - Colors

Pffft

Sick and Tired

Ahh yes SL home of the assholes.. the liars... you name it... if it's a bad personality trait your gonna find it here x 10...I have decided to create an application... people wishing to have anything to do with me.. especially men will have to fill it out. Of course that doesn't mean they will tell the truth but it damn sure might avoid some of the bs.

Catnipz!

Plzzzz I need daz cat nips..... hey! wait a minutes.... Catnip doesn't come from there!

Pimps N Hos

hmm but just which are the pimps and which are the hos?

WTF?!

OMG lol believe it or not there are 5 people in this picture... all sitting on a bottle.. ok wait where is Waldo?!

Sad.

It's funny how people come and go in SL .. in and out of your virtual life. I think losing a friend is harder than even a lover... or a partner. I think knowing the reasons behind them leaving most likely have to so with another person.. hurts more than anything. I lost a friend today.... well I have been losing him for awhile. Nothing I can do to change it.... nothing I did.... it's life right?

Hungry?

Yay forr pizza and beer and yummeh a oreo for dessert... gotta love the events at Sanctuary Rock.... and hell where else can I dj while saying be the beer....be the beer.....

Surviving SL or Kiss Thiss!!!!!

Gah SL should come with a survival guide some days... hold on to your g-strings.... tps are down....put your head between your legs and kiss your ass goodbye cuz your gonna crash! Dont buy anything cuz you'll never get it and damn some creators just dun give a shit hmm lost about 1k at one place that way.. oh well guess I didn't need the hats and they surely got the lindens.
bitch bitch bitch I know I know but yah it helps me get through the day!

SL and Log ins

This about sums it up about log ins and crashing

Mirari Cheney: this is all your damn fault!

Noodle Xi: OMG I KNOW! I payed off the lindens to do it.. for fun yanno?

Mirari Cheney: ass

Noodle Xi: KISS IT!

Mirari Cheney: ewww

Noodle Xi: You asked for it

Noodle Xi: ON OR OFF! PICK ONE!

Mirari Cheney: tell that to the damn lindens!

Noodle Xi calls the linden and tells them they are off the payroll

It's ..Well I'm Not Sure

Ok Sanc... lol Dar... Draugus yah shes the cute short one.. he's the taller handsome one.... me eh I'm in the middle -smirks- kinda like it there.

Changes

Funny how you start to notice that the things you thought were fun aren't really any more... the people you once thought of as awesome perhaps have dents in that shiny armour. People change... people move on.. they make new friends... sometimes you get left behind... sometimes you move on and leave them behind. You get replaced... you replace. Some use you for various things... some want more... or less than you. Some apparently don't know what they want till after you've given your all. They say when one door closes another opens... and yet sometimes they all just close. All in all I guess changes is the key word indeed.

Ruth Is Sexy!

Omg being Ruthed is so fecking sexy dammit! It's the new SL sexy lately... bald being second.....mmm Betty is scrumptious as a ruth!

[15:15] Betty Antfarm: ok so i log in this afternoon, i'm standing in my house..turn around to walk outside..and there's a giant flying penis flying around over the water. Should i be concerened and stay in doors? Or brave the circumtances and just hope i don't get pissed on?[15:16] Mirari Cheney: omg![15:16] Betty Antfarm: talk about a scary parallel to RL

How could you not love this woman?

Yet Again

So yet again I am reminded of those words... never trust.. rely on yourself. I'm good... sl goes on.

A Good Thought

"A wise girl kisses but does not love, Listens but does not believe, and leaves before she is left." - Marilyn Monroe

The Morning Crew

As if the night before hadn't scared me for life.... we had to do it all over again at Sanc in the am while I was trying to Breath while talking on air. The Padded rroom was in place on the dance floor and i dj'd from inside...with the est of the staff..LS..Jen..and Skar dancing on top. Betty and Noods... occupied themselves with the sit and spin - cracks up- Erich kept me company in the cell.... hmm perhaps a new trend. I am not sure my sides will recover. You guys kick ass and thank you for making me laugh and smile.... blows kisses to them all! I'm telling you Sanctuary Rock kicks ass... you just never know what you might find!