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yah ok so i bit the bullet so to speak and upgraded Sanctuary Rock to a class 5 sim.... this wasnt an easy decision... but something that i saw as important. Rebuilding the mall is a headache... at least it's mostly Chav's lol. anywho... drop in check out the reduced lag yay its awesome.
I know i should write more but i'm so not in a blogging mood.

song for the day ... Richie Kotzen- you can't save me.

I sold my soul
Just so I could feel paid
I broke my heart
So I couldn't feel pain
I lost my faith
'Coz I can't justify the wait
I've got no hope
That's only for losers and fakes
I'm nothing but user
And none abuser
You don't wanna know what's on my mind
I know I'm just a fool
but I'm not foolin',I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self
Fuck your money
Fuck your fame
Fuck my life
I'll walk away
Fuck our love
Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done
You can’t save me
You better keep yourself to someone else
Fading, I’m just fallin' into my condition
Faded, you better put your time in somethin’ else
Save me, but don’t worry about it now
Better save your-fucking-self
I lost my mind
Just so I could escape
I still got time
But I know, is too late
I still got friends
To tell me I'm ok
I still alive
But I keep on testing fate
I'm nothing but user
And none abuser
You don't wanna know what's on my mind
I'm nothing but a fool
but I'm not foolin'
I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self
Fuck your money
Fuck your fame
Fuck my life
I'll walk away
Fuck our love
Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done
You can't save me
You better keep your self to someone else
FadedI'm just fallin' into my condition
Failed, you better put you time in something else
Save me, but don't worry about it now, you better save your-fucking-self
Try just a little,
understand what I'm telling you
I'm not what you think
Start it off
Do the right thing
Life got in the way
You don't know what to say
I'm not asking why
You can’t save me
You better give yourself to someone else
Fading, I’m just fallin’ into my condition
Faded, you better put your time in somethin’ else
Save me, but don’t worry about it now
Better save your fuckin’ self

Sadly

Yah know.. we all have the right to talk to who we wish... be friends with who we wish... I certainly excercise mine. It may be hard to understand but i simply refuse to deal with those that have caused drama at SR in the past. Honestly.. why would i wish to be friends with such a person or anyone that hangs out with them. Extreme perhaps... but my choice. People can think what they wish.. but I honestly actually dislike few people.. and if i do dislike someone.. there is a reason, I may not always tell you why .. or i might give you partial reasons but in the end it is my choice. Love me or hate me.. i dont much give a shit one way or another to be honest. And then there are the liars... those that dont tell the truth.. probably couldnt tell it if they were dying... seriously lol why lie about shit? Even in SL you will get caught. someone recently said i needed to look at myself... -grins- So... hmm maybe you need to be honest with yourself and you might see why i was the way i was. oh and trust me i know all my faults quite well... but i am not given to lack of trust with out reason. Honestly you were so not worth the time or effort.

Ok thats my bitch for awhile.