*Last Eden*

*Last Eden* Another kick ass store... LordGreySkull Torok and Jen Tone have built some of the most awesome stuff.... yah Jen works at Sanctuary Rock with me... but in spite of that lol seriously it's another place worth searching out and visiting. Just go see!

BLS in SL

BLS...Black Label Society... one of my favorite groups...there is a group of guys who put on a show....they have a great stage... lights... animations.... live BLS music is used... it might sound silly... I guess to understand you'd have to just go see. It's fun... the music kicks ass. Thomas,Zakk,BB,and Met do a great job.

Fun Fun Fun

Gah SL some days it just sucks... lol server problems... cant log in blah blah blah. Odd things where I cant rez objects on my land. So much fun and yet I keep coming back in spite of the bad I manage to find some good or I wouldn't stay. DJing being the primary thing... that and the friends I have made. Those things keep me coming back. And if I drank woot this would be a good sized beer!

And how was your day?

Oh and comments are always welcome lol.

Men are from.. women are from....

Ahhh the game of Second Life.. men... so many are men ho's which is fine .. I mean hey go for it if that's what you want.... i have male friends that are.. lol doesn't bother me in the least.... doesn't make them a bad friend... whats funny is the women that want them I mean wow... I'm not sure why, no offense guys and gals but damn lol. If a guy has like 6 chicks hanging about and your looking for something lasting -chuckles- good luck on being the one to turn his head enough to change him for what? A month maybe? Some people are born with the monogamous gene... I was inflicted with that.. no matter the rumors woot wish some of them were true (damn there I go shattering the Mir Cat myth) but yah I'm a one guy kinda gal. Oh and that brings up those people that take logs and alter them.... child's play really for someone determined enough to create havoc.. sadly too many people place way too much trust in them. Today? yah I was bitchy I pole danced just because I could... man ho seated in the booth watching... -chuckles- does that mean I'm gonna Rush right out and play pixel boom boom? ( lol I so love that phrase) Nah not interested to be honest. I had what I wanted... it's gone and so se la vie... life goes on ... we move on ya deal and all that. I am thinking single life in SL might not be too bad.... just remember just cuz you are single doesn't always mean you're out pixelating everyone you meet.

And how was your day? Oh and you can leave messages... they are only seen by me :)

Wandering

Ok so I am back to wandering around SL and I found .:: One Soul ::. pretty nice place... snagged up some complete outfits at decent prices. Def worth a look see when you have a spare moment or two.

http://Song (202, 82, 21)

I Wish....

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

A Modern Myth

Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
Would happen in a thought from now
Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out
To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's the last so say good-bye
The secret is out
Good-bye

30 Seconds To Mars - A Modern Myth

Whining

OMG people please... I wish some people would just grow the hell up. Recently I told someone to go away... why? They seriously were never much of a friend.. fair weather at best. And yet another took it upon themselves to whine and complain to anyone that would listen... instead of coming to me... the smart thing to do. Instead they ran here and there iming people creating More drama than I seriously wish to deal with... hmmm. Seriously I am learning to use that thing called the mute button a bit more these days. Perhaps I am a bit overly sensitive due to recent events but really is all this necessary?

Oh and Happy Easter

Reasons

I believe a person deserves to know why even if those reasons might hurt. I have always lived by honesty.. I have tried to treat others as best as I can. I don't always succeed I am human. I make mistakes... I am far from perfect. Some things are out of a person's control. Messages not delivered.... calls missed...untruths told... obviously somethings can not be helped... I have always believed.... to err is human to forgive.... is the greatest gift.

Honor Love Integrity

Honor Love Integrity ... fairy tales... things people claim and yet they do not really live by them. No those words no longer mean much to me.. at least until they are proved.

Time

I thought about quitting... yes I know everyone says that but I seriously did... and then I realized maybe I can be like him.... just erase people, shut them out, erase them with out rhyme or reason. and so it has begun. Already my FL has shrunk... I have begun to delete many.... I find i just don't care. Time will heal this wound with or with out a explanation. Time will make me into what I need to be. time is a wonderful thing. Until then I will just dj.... and that's it... nothing else of interest really. A new sky box.. empty but who needs to furnish it when you don't really want to be there. the play ground is gone for the 1st time. My pride and joy that play ground.... put together with love... gone in grief. Just doesn't seem to matter now. Funny how being hurt can make you see that it's all a bunch of crap any way. Yes I'd say I am well on my way to just not giving a shit.

Mistakes

Mistakes are something one learns from if they know what they are. Life is a continuous lesson... well most of the time. Life is full of roadblocks... trials and all sorts of downfalls. some people are blessed with perfect lives.... some are not. Complaining gets you no where. Hell asking for chances get you no where. Missed messages... unanswered calls..... birth... death....and things continue on. Though sometimes it comes to a standstill... pain can do that.... loss.. sadness....the inability to understand how people can be like they are. I seek peace that I cannot find..... perhaps some day it will come again.. I had it once I knew what it felt like.... surely that cannot be the final time. Adoration.... I believe some people say it claim it... but can switch it off at will.. perhaps some day I too can learn this trick.... one can always hope right?.

Are you happy now?

Now, don’t just walk awayPretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah
Could you look me in the eyeAnd tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?Are you happy now?
You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,
Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.
Do you really have everything you want?
You could never give somethin' you ain't got
You can’t run away from yourself
Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you're happy now, yeah, yeah
come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced,
are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
are you happy now?
Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had that all I can take
I'm not about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?

Games

Wow nothing like logging in and finding your SL has been turned upside down.... I cant explain it... I have no idea why. I am actually speechless. I have been effectively erased with no explanation... no goodbye no kiss my ass no nothing. I guess trust is something that I should refrain from giving. Caring is something I should never do.

Shopping

It's funny I hate shopping in RL but in SL I am a shopping pro.... an addict... truth be told.
So many creative people with in the game....my in world sister has gotten very good at making belts and various other things... wow she amazes me more each day! I will include a link to her shop of course. Well as near as I can get to a link I guess...=^.^= Fubar - The Old Curiosity , Iwo Jima (19, 89, 44). That os her main location stop by and check her store out....it's worth the trip!

GothiCatz of course... awesome clothes!
Paradisis.. another favorite of mine.
Hexed... a new Fav.

ShoponRez.... ok I have become addicted to it.... better than SLEX.. faster.... and much nicer to look at.

Easier to sign up for.... no running to a terminal to add lindens.. it's as fast as setting out the wallet and adding lindens.

Ok enough forr now I think lol I'm sure Ill come up with more!