Drift Away

Day after day, I'm more confused
Yet I look for the light through the pourin' rain
You know that's a game that I hate to loose
And I'm feelin' the strain
Ain't it a shame
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Beginnin' to think that I'm wastin' time
I don't understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
Now I'm countin' on you
To carry me through
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Yea, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
And when my mind is free
You know a melody can move me
And when I'm feelin' blue
The guitar's comin' through
To soothe me
Thanks for the joy that you've given me
I want you to know I believe in your song
And rhythm and rhyme and harmony
You help me along
Makin' me strong
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Oh-ho, ah-no
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Hey, hey, hey, yeah
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock n roll
And drift away
Na, Na, now won't ya
Won't ya take me
Oh-ha, take me

Dobie Grey- Drift Away

In The End....

In the end.. everyone loses.... something or someone they hold dear.... each person has their memories... each feels his/her pain acutely. no one can say their loss is greater than another. It just doesn't work that way. Pain.. is part of being human... to inflict it is also part of being human. To be attacked publicly.... well I guess if that makes a person feel better then so be it. What ever it takes to get them through the day I suppose.
I have done and said many things i regret... i have bitched and complained with the best of them. However at this stage i refuse to get into a public pissing match as it were with anyone. You may say.. isn't that what your doing now? Well no not really... I've named no names... Ive not hurled any insults. I am merely rambling here.. thoughts.... feelings....to have those two things makes me human... though apparently to some they make me... childish... egotistical....selfish... well perhaps i have been those things at times... but i say" let he who is with out sin cast the 1st stone" yah good luck on that one.

To My Dad

while I'm on a roll.... yet another loss.. this one even tougher.... this morning while DJing at SR i recieved a call from my step-mother...my father had passed away... he was 66.. not that old when you think about it. Memories.. i have so many and i will cherish them... i think my fondest being his habit of playing a song at the end of his radio show... for me each night... after saying this is for you .. Im coing home. When i was 6 it was the Beatles... all you need is love.. when i was a teenager..it was.. elton John.. Your song. Yes my father was a rl DJ...Radio his medium... later years he did a show on internet radio. I love him... and will miss him terribly. I have a couple songs i dedicated to his this morning... one being In my Life.. of course remade by Ozzy... and Sevendust- angels son. Both have a lot of meaning .. both will always make me tear up a little...and yet smile... at those awesome memories.

I love you Dad.

Life is changing I can't go on without you
Rearranging. I will be strong I'll stand by you
(You were fighting everyday)
(So hard to hide the pain)
(I know you never said goodbye)
(I had so much left to say)
One last song
Given to an Angel's Son
As soon as you were gone
As soon as you were gone
I have a new life now
She lives through you
What can I do
Feel so alone now
I pray for you
We still love you
I can't believe you're gone
I can't believe

Sevendust-Angels son

SR

This is so hard to write.... I'm losing my best friend.... Daisy is leaving me.... and Sanctuary Rock...i know and understand the reasons... and i give her major props for doing what needs to be done... but still my sl will be a little less brighter with out her here. I looked through old pictures... smiled.. cried... and realized she wont ever really be gone... she will live on in SR.. it will remain as she made it. I'll make sure of it.

Daisy I love you.. I am proud to call you friend.. and I will miss you.

Tiny Empires

It's amazing to me how people set rules.... and yet they get broken daily... hourly by the minute.... and all of those that break them... get away with it... and yet... I break a rule... and I am made an example of... -chuckles- I am truely the black queen.. black sheep... cat how ever you'd like to say it. My crime? Defending another Monarch.... and telling yet another to piss off for insulting the frist.... ok so perhaps i should have said nothing... like i usually do but ya know.. we all have our breaking point.. and i had reached mine. The punishment.. well theres the kicker... I was kicked out of the chat group for monarchs....for a week. Well heres the thing... if I am to be made an example of then ya best be doing the same to everyone else.... oh wait I forgot -smacks head- Im the back sheep what was I thinking? So when the punishment is up will I go back? nope I wont .. why? Well lets see.... my 1st morning out of the group has been peaceful.. wonderfully so.. and if i am to be made an example of then i'll just stay that example and stay out of the group... i dont need the headache... I just plain old dont need it..... so moral of the story.... if your not a top ten... then keep your mouth shut, and don't defend one of them cuz you'll be the one going down. At least thats what this whole lil episode has taught me. will I still play? You bet Im stubborn... and I worked too hard to toss it out the window. However i wont spend another linden to line anyones pocket on the game. That much you can bank on.

Dirty Lynx

Another kick ass store... mhm go have a look see... dirty Lynx.....their web page is also in my links.

MASSIVE ATHAKS

So it's been awhile since i talked about cool places to shop.. it's been awhile since i've done much but bitch..lol mhm I know... so I found this place awhile back.. she doesnt have tons of stuff but what she does have kicks ass....MASSIVE ATHAKS.. urban.. neko.. grunge.. yah her stuff is awesome...it's worth searcrhing the name and going to have a look see.... I would suggest hitting the main shop.