Woot

Woah

You know I am always amazed how people can change.... companions... love if you will like they change under wear in SL... I mean seriously.. hmm someone i used to think the world of... wow a week after he left me... he proposed to his ex.. and what a week and a half later he's with yet another... funny part is... the reasons he gave for not being with me.. lol ring so hollow considering the newest is in the US as well.. ahhh yes those guys that pretend to be nice.... while in truth are simply players... lol I said it before I'll say it again at least players... don't lie about what they are and how they feel. Well in the end.... at least I can find it amusing now... I do wish the newest luck... maybe she'll make it a month like I did -laughs her ass off-

Correcting Mistakes

After almost 2 years in SL you would think I could survive with out too many f*ck ups... lol oh no not me.. i still have a bad habit of deleting half a house... -chuckles- something that used to drive some people nuts. I would be iming begging them to come fix what I had destroyed. Thankfully i have learned to correct my own messes. I can semi edit terrain and not flood houses now....I can adjust clothing like a pro while dancing no less..ahh yes the helpful; skills one learns in SL. I even have gotten reasonably good at taking pictures.... and addicted to it as well lol. Any way thats about if for my thoughts today..

I Used To Think...

I used to think enemies were people to watch.... to worry about... but I am learning.. friends are far more dangerous...you never expect them to do some of the things they do.. nor for it to hurt so badly. i know they usually don't realise they have indeed hurt you...sometimes it's a lot of little things that just keep building until you want to scream uncle. Gives new reasons to just do your own thing and to heck with it all... if you never let anyone close then they cannot hurt you. Yes yes I know you'll say but then you'll miss so much.. but in the end I'm thinking missing things is far preferable to having it hurt.

I wish

I wish i had something fun to say... but I dont at the moment.



Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in...again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are at the readyAre you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole...defense
Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
In time our soul untold
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

Foo Fighters - The Pretender

Idiots

It's funny... there is this person in SL that just accused all the dj's at Sanctuary Rock as well as all DJs in SL of stealing music.... sadly he didn't bother to ask any of us before making such accusations.... myself I pay for 3 sites from which I DL music.. or I buy CDs.... I don't use lime wire... or Free places such as that.. why? because it too is indeed theft...but this man with a very small mind felt himself so much better than everyone else that he could say this... and while he was at it insult the owner of Sanctuary as well... I mean please... resort to cheap insults when you have no other ground to stand on? wow... I guess his life must be truly pathetic that he feels the need to do this. Who said this you might ask? nah I wont name him here but if asked in world I might tell.
so if your curious plz do look me up in game.

Very Entertaining

And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin', But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closin', That was quite a show
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,
Let's hear your speech,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now.

Dead Zone

I find it sadly amusing... that once upon a time I offered to do something as a friend.. with no other motive than to help. Sadly they took it wrong... but even more amusing is that I ever thought they were a friend. Of course... hell thats 2x in the last month I've been terribly wrong about people so why should it surprise me. But hey this is SL and even the nice guys aren't so nice. I have begun to think the assholes might be best.. at least they don't pretend to be nice. At any rate... 2 people dead to me... I'll no longer look at profiles... I simply no longer give a shit what they do who they fuck over... who they attempt to cause shit for etc.

I Wonder....

Does she know how you told me so terrible things about her??
Does she know she was dancing on the stool you bought for me?
Does she know you strung me along while you were with her?
Does she know you claimed to love me even while you were with her?
Does she know?
I wonder..
should I post the logs?
Nah I'm not like her playing shitty little games... only wanting you because you were with someone...yes remember all those things you told me about her? Mhm I do.

Lyrics for Nash

A candle burns away
The ashes full of lies
I gave my soul to you
You cut me from behind
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cause who I am Is where you want to be
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good byeWas it worth it in the end?
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cause who I am Is where you want to be
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good byeWas it worth it in the end?
Why'd you have to up and run away
A million miles away
I want to close my eyes and make believe
That I never found you
Just when I put my gaurd away
It's the same old story
You left me broken and betrayed
It's the same old story
Don't act like an angel
You've fallen again
You're no superheroI've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say good bye
Well good bye
Was it worth it in the end?
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Was it worth it in the end?

Goodbye

Im lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too but what else can we do

Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

For times when my life seems so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesnt really know, doesnt really know

Im all out of love, Im so lost without you

I know you were right, believing for so long

Im all out of love, what am I without you

I cant be too late to say I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from these long, lonely nights

Im reaching for you, are you feeling it too?

Does the feeling seem oh, so right?

And what would you say if I called on you now

And said that I cant hold on?

Theres no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or Ill be gone, Ill be gone

Ooh, what are you thinking of

What are you thinking of

What are you thinking of

What are you thinking of

Lies

Sad isnt it when you believe someone is your friend? Sadder still when there are two you believed to be friends and you find in the end they fucked you over. I should thank them for teaching me a forgotten lesson. And so I turn this song back to him... yah he knows who he is.

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all

The one you sold to fool the world

You lost your self esteem along the way

Good god, you're comin' up with reasons

Good god, you're draggin' it out

Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons

I feel so raped So follow me down...

And just fake it if you're out of direction

Fake it if you don't belong here

Fake it if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws

No sense in hiding all of yours

You gave up on your dreams along the way

Good god, you're comin' up with reasons

Good god, you're draggin' it out

Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons

I feel so raped So follow me down...

And just fake it, if you're out if direction

Fake it, if you don't belong here

Fake it, if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

Whoa, whoa I can fake it with the best of anyone

I can fake it with the best of 'em all

I can fake it with the best of anyone

I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all

The one you sold to fool the world

You lost your self esteem along the way

Good god, you're comin' up with reasons

Good god, you're draggin' it out

Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons

I feel so raped man Follow me down...

And just fake it, if you're out of direction

Fake it if you don't belong here

Fake it if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

Fake it if you're out of direction

Fake it if you don't belong here

Fake it if you feel like infection

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

Seether - Fake It

Sad

well I'd like to tell you it was a quiet day in SL...but yah log ins have been the shit.... tping almost non existant at times. And... wow this chick and nope not gonna give her the publicity she sought by doing it... but yah she had a sign up supporting content theft... funny thing I didnt see her giving her things away. Odd isnt it... she was doing one of the things she accused others of doing .. making money.... and yet.. I wonder would she feel the same if someone copied her things? Doubtful.