Ahh yes SL home of the assholes.. the liars... you name it... if it's a bad personality trait your gonna find it here x 10...I have decided to create an application... people wishing to have anything to do with me.. especially men will have to fill it out. Of course that doesn't mean they will tell the truth but it damn sure might avoid some of the bs.
It's funny how people come and go in SL .. in and out of your virtual life. I think losing a friend is harder than even a lover... or a partner. I think knowing the reasons behind them leaving most likely have to so with another person.. hurts more than anything. I lost a friend today.... well I have been losing him for awhile. Nothing I can do to change it.... nothing I did.... it's life right?
Gah SL should come with a survival guide some days... hold on to your g-strings.... tps are down....put your head between your legs and kiss your ass goodbye cuz your gonna crash! Dont buy anything cuz you'll never get it and damn some creators just dun give a shit hmm lost about 1k at one place that way.. oh well guess I didn't need the hats and they surely got the lindens. bitch bitch bitch I know I know but yah it helps me get through the day!
Funny how you start to notice that the things you thought were fun aren't really any more... the people you once thought of as awesome perhaps have dents in that shiny armour. People change... people move on.. they make new friends... sometimes you get left behind... sometimes you move on and leave them behind. You get replaced... you replace. Some use you for various things... some want more... or less than you. Some apparently don't know what they want till after you've given your all. They say when one door closes another opens... and yet sometimes they all just close. All in all I guess changes is the key word indeed.
Omg being Ruthed is so fecking sexy dammit! It's the new SL sexy lately... bald being second.....mmm Betty is scrumptious as a ruth!
[15:15] Betty Antfarm: ok so i log in this afternoon, i'm standing in my house..turn around to walk outside..and there's a giant flying penis flying around over the water. Should i be concerened and stay in doors? Or brave the circumtances and just hope i don't get pissed on?[15:16] Mirari Cheney: omg![15:16] Betty Antfarm: talk about a scary parallel to RL
As if the night before hadn't scared me for life.... we had to do it all over again at Sanc in the am while I was trying to Breath while talking on air. The Padded rroom was in place on the dance floor and i dj'd from inside...with the est of the staff..LS..Jen..and Skar dancing on top. Betty and Noods... occupied themselves with the sit and spin - cracks up- Erich kept me company in the cell.... hmm perhaps a new trend. I am not sure my sides will recover. You guys kick ass and thank you for making me laugh and smile.... blows kisses to them all! I'm telling you Sanctuary Rock kicks ass... you just never know what you might find!
OMG what a night ahhhhh short fat guys humping hippos....spin the bottle.. greenies.. more short freaks and ugg my sides hurt from laughing. Betty... Noodle..Erich.....Josef..Gwen.... Hector too oh and Anes woot! Might be a night to go down if not in infamy then perhaps in the perverts hall of fame.
I'm getting over it pusing past all the bullshit,and getting right to the root of what the problem really is. All the reasons for the misunderstandings, the emergency landings on a plane headed for home. It's where the heart was living till it was without feeling,and started revealing itself to everyone else. By just packing up and moving out. Saying it could do with out a barely able, unstable, running off at the mouth. [Chorus 1] So I'm tearing this and everything else,between me and what I want to do to peices. I'm tearing this and everything else,between me and you a memory. [Chorus 2] I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did. I'm still alive and kicking. I'm better now. I'm awake now.I can see everything in front of me, now. Now if you would've waited one second, you wouldn't feel so second the second I put you first, it made the situation worse. Cuz you want to take advantage and control,of the things that I manage to keep under control. Like my hapiness, my family, and all of my music. You had it all. You chose to abuse it. [Chorus 1 and 2] What's wrong with me? You want to know what's wrong with me? I could ask you the exact same thing. I have my opinion and you have yours. You don't have to like mine, cuz i don't like yours. What's wrong with you? I want to know what's wrong with you, and why this doesn't make sense to you?
It's a new day.... a new beginning... Freedom... A smile... sleep blessed sleep...amazing what the truth can do. Life is good again. SL is good well unless you count the crashes and assorted other mess ups.
Dedicated this to two special people today......Bile- URA Fucking Loser
As I bake in this rancid oven that we call earth, hard to breathe through filth and muck thatrides our air. All I taste, the bile phlegm collects within. Feeling like shit, again, again,again, again! URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING! Never rise, stuck within the depths ofwhich I dwell. No way out, feel I'll meet my maker soon. I'm just waiting to die and take adifferent form. I am cold, smiling as hate keeps burning my soul. URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING! You're a fucking loser! That's all that you'll be. You're just a fucking loser! No, notme! URA FUCKING LOSER AND YOU ARE NOTHING! FUCK OFF YOU AIN'T SHIT!
People never cease to amaze me... for the most part a dance in sl is just a dance... unless of course it's with someone you care about that however is a different story. A guy dances on you chim you must be getting with them... you dance a slow dance holy chit whens the wedding? Gah I swear... 1st of all I'd have to be interested... sadly I'm not... not at the moment. My heart is somewhere else in SL.... say what you will it's how I feel. Friends.. yep I got them... friends yep I dance with them... hang out with them... but cyber them? Um no sorry.. that's the fastest way to lose them as Friends. So yah talk all the chit you want people - laughs- I know what I am and am not doing. Thats good enough for me.
So Daisy was DJing .. at Sanctuary Rock of course! Thank gawd for diversions.... Being silly is a good way to forget things for awhile. -Grinz- and we are indeed silly. What else can I say? A picture is worth a 1000 words.
yayanother red letter day for SL... isp problems.... for them not me...-chuckles- gotta love it. So I have been wandering around more... well actually I tend to wander to the same places just find new stuff.. Etchd.. awesome store great tats and other things. i have worn one of her tats or another for some time now...they have a blog for the sim where her store located I have it in my links check that out too. I opened up the comments but.. be warned I have them set to approval beforre I let them be seen so if ya wanna bitch know that unless its a justified bitch I wont post it. If you ask me not to post it I will of course follow your wishes.
Yah ok so we are seriously a lil crazy..... but ya gotta love Daisy... so much fun .. we always laugh...helps me forget the things hanging over my head. Delinquent Cheerleaders.. lol yah we fit the bill well! I wearing knee pads was deemed head cheerleader.... Daisy is the one that gets to be on top. Yah if you have never been to Sanctuary Rock.. seriously whats keeping you? Always fun... lots of friendly people and you might just catch a glimpse of Daisy and I misbehaving.
Shen... she rocks... she hangs out at Sanc that of course is a plus... and even though she says she doesn't like them she made some kick ass boots .... I still love them... she has a shop in SL.. and Guen makes things there too.. so I'm thinking you should go check it out yay! Another place to spend Lindens lol I am a bad bad influence! Just ask Xen Huet he'll tell ya so! Any way I got off subject ,GO See Shen's place!
you have been Rick-rolled! woot was a fun shift at Sanc played Rick Astley gah I love making them scream! Always a fun crowd on the 8am shift... stop by some time! Ya just never know whats gonna happen.. thanks for the pic Skar you rock!
ok Tiny empires.. wow what a game..lol I mean silly as hell really.. buy land collect gold.. raise in rank.. trader.. it all gets pretty repetitious at times and yet I still play. I have moved people strategically......always trying to benefit as many as I can by doing so. I wonder some days if people get truly offended over such moves. It's like the old battle between a couple Queens I know... one I love to pieces... the other.. well eh. I bribed someone from Sparta of all places... in that bribe I moved a Princess under him....thinking it would not upset the person I moved her from.. thinking they of all people would understand why. I am beginning to think perhaps I was wrong to think they would understand and perhaps even applaud the move. I guess moves are made with in this small game with in the game...or as my Brother Valin always called it the Amway of SL and you hope it works out.. you can never be sure. I can only say it's a lil like commanding a army at times... you hope for the best.. pray for only minor or no casualties... and hope the battle stays with in the game. Perhaps I failed.