Just feel Better

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'd do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought to leave behind,
yeahIt's really getting old,
andI think I need a little help this time!
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Santana/Tyler

I Wanna Be....

Victim
Let me play
I've been dying to let you in
It's all I wanna be
So won't you take it from me
I wonder why the less I get the more I give
It's all I wanna be
So won't you take it from me
I want your eyes
I want your eyes on me
I want your eyes
I want your eyes on me
I want your eyes
I want your eyes to see
I want someone to notice me
I wanna be your new victim
I wanna be your new victim
No regrets... even if it's all I get
It's all I wanna be
So won't you take it from me
It still hurts
It's never easy to forget
Do I wanna be
well you never asked me
I want your eyes
I want your eyes on me
I want your eyes
I want your eyes on me
I want your eyes
I want your eyes to see
I want you to notice me
I wanna be your new victim
I wanna be your new victim
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
I'm right here
So come and get me!

Trapt
[Thanks Eddy!]

Lets Cut To The Chase

So lets skip to present day.... so many things I have learned in SL.... one of the most important.... don't trust so easy.... if they seem too good to be true they probably are.... I have met some awesome people here... and I have met some of the most horrendous liars.... one recently comes to mind.... funny the man kept saying he wanted to be with me... all the while he was getting back with his ex.... sadly I think each time he came back he was afraid I might tell her... hell logs... note cards... mhm I have them... but in the end... it really isn't worth my time.... what is.. is knowing that what comes around goes around.. pay backs a bitch and her name is karma... I don't have to lift a finger. Am I bitter? nah... just a lot less trusting... trust is earned... and I demand they earn it.. no more Ms. Nice Kitteh... I can thank him for that. Lessons come hard sometimes... but for that I can thank him... guess I needed to wake up and smell the bull shit swirling around me. so how was your week? lol I'll be back with more ramblings later.