This is a tough one to write about, people will read into it, some will think it's about them when it isn't, some who should wont lol and eh ya know life goes on and all that crap.
So how to begin this, I was profile pervin, lol nothing new there, saw a comment I'm pretty positive pertains to me, i found it amusing cuz it was pretty well off base. But then that's nothing new, as we know people see what they want to see to make themselves feel better .
So.. lets see.... a person has/had a friend, someone they enjoyed talking to ... hanging out with now and then.. then suddenly it stops... reasons? who knows really, i think the "friend" isn't telling the whole truth but again it's all always open to interpretation right? So then they suddenly have... I don't know what to call it... a bulldog? watch dog? personal body guard? who doesn't let anyone else close to them, cant hang out with them cuz the watch dog is always there, cant just have friend time again why? ,mhm the new watch dog is there [ and no I'm not calling the person a dog, its just the best description i can come up with] at this point I am amazed the person has any other friends, cuz no one can get close to them. It's amazing then cuz they say oh everyone thinks I'm f*cking the "watch dog" well hmm guess what when that watch dog has their head so far up your ass, i can see why people think it, seriously, I've questioned it myself and honestly i know better or think I do, who knows people can fool you, and amaze you they do every day. So, because i make comments, which i know now have been passed on, mhm I'm not stupid people, I'm called jealous, well maybe a little but it's more like hurt I guess, it's called sharing? and some just don't do it well I guess. In the end it's all good, I've learned who is truly a friend [then again we never really know do we?] and who isn't. So I've a feeling this post may cause some fall out, in the words of someone I actually still think a lot of " it is what it is" after all this is my blog and I am entitled to say what ever i want right? Now you can read this and think " oh man I know exactly who she is talking about...." or you can take it for what it is... venting or hell I don't know lol i guess you'll do what ever you need to do, I know I will.